are you in the now?
life's been crazy lately. the financial crisis hit home a lot closer than i'd thought, with the ex-bf probably being posted to HK soon. we had a good thing going, but everything was too fresh for any sort of LDR. it hasn't been easy to let go, but time helps. apparently, you take 1/3 the time of any relationship to get over it.
have been meeting up with some new people. it's good to get out and about, and remember other guys find you hot as well ;)
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nice song i heard on tv, by SHIN, it's an old song but i like it. although kinda emo..
死了都要爱
不淋漓尽致不痛快
感情多深只有这样
才足够表白
死了都要爱
不哭到微笑不痛快
宇宙毁灭心还在
把每天当成是末日来相爱
一分一秒都美到泪水掉下来
不理会别人是看好或看坏
只要你勇敢跟我来
爱 不用刻意安排
凭感觉去亲吻相拥就会很愉快
享受现在 别一开怀就怕受伤害
许多奇迹我们相信才会存在
死了都要爱
不淋漓尽致不痛快
感情多深只有这样才足够表白
死了都要爱
不哭到微笑不痛快
宇宙毁灭心还在
穷途末路都要爱
不极度浪漫不痛快
发会雪白 土会掩埋
思念不腐坏
到绝路都要爱
不天荒地老不痛快
不怕热爱变火海
爱到沸腾才精采
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on a sombre note, received a shocking text that one of my fellow volunteers in the training course died last week. he was in his early thirties, had recently completed his masters in fine arts, and was preparing for marriage. his mom found him - he had hung himself in the shower. (someone told me today that he had been suffering from manic depression, and had attempted suicide before. it was just that he succeeded this time).
RIP, D.P.
incredibly, incredibly sad. he seemed so funny and outspoken and cheerful..and none of us knew. reminds me not to take each day for granted; every moment is precious, make it count.
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