epiphany.
on the way to banging my head against the wall, i realized that i didn't have to fight that way. and that if all this is really such a struggle, then maybe this isn't for me. it should be fun, exciting, something i can't wait to do. and not the opposite. i've had my kick of getting the callbacks. time to quit the games, and just chill. not in a bad way, but just in a be-your-self kinda way, because that's what really important in the end. and you never know where the road takes you, and it might be a harder but oh -happier- path. so i'll place my wish on that falling star, and live in the moment, and not worry too much. hell i've spent some three billion seconds worrying when i could have been living and laughing. silly child.
Posted in: Thoughts on Thursday, November 16, 2006 at